If you put it that way, everything kinda hurts.. it's just how life is i guess!! But still, when you think about that overwhelming pain, that pain that smashes your heart into pieces in a matter of seconds, that pain that wont let you sleep for many nights..
But there's no life without love, and there's no love without pain.. two different emotions that bring so much change to your life..
To be honest.. i'd embrace the pain for just five minutes of pure love, for just five minutes of peace, for just five minutes taste of that worm and fuzzy feeling!
And then again i ask myself: why am i welling to put myself through all that pain just for five bloody minutes?! So foolish of me to believe that i could get that bit of haven.. love might not be be for everyone, love might not be for me..
It's so nice when it's there though, it brings calm and joy..
I am so tired and so sad in the same time.. excuse me for caring darling, i should not give a fuck about what life brings to you, but i can't, it's how i am.. I could never close my eyes and be like you're just some other person! I just don't know what i cold possible say more than ~ i care about you, and about what happens to you, or maybe that's my way of loving you!!
Love ~ that worm fuzzy feeling that cold break you into pieces and yet we are all after it, we all look for it and we want it so bad.. only for it to destroy us! But then again love isn't always painful, if you find the right person and together you make it perfect! So in the end it might be you.. because you're concentrating you're love on the wrong person..
I dunno.. might be just me.. being pissed off right now and i'm taking it on the world! One thing is sure.. I do love you, pretty face!
