I'd hold your hand.

There comes a time when a friend comes to you for understanding, and you try to say the best thing to make it better, but it's never that easy, you feel so useless not being able to make the pain go away...  

It's always the same confusion, you see the person going down, you try to reach for her... but you just can't get over the shield that is all around. Not many people can say that they have real friends, a real friend is one of those people that talks about himself but doesn't forget to listen to other people as well. We all have problems, we all have issues but still, it's not all about us, to be a real friend is to talk when you have something to say and listen when you have to.

I'm sorry that sometimes i just get caught in my life and for some hours i just can't think about something else... hard to explain the need of being somewhere else.                                                     

No matter the problem, no matter where i am and what i'm doing i'd be there, i'd hold your hand when you need somebody to hold it. The connection i have with you it's something that i'll never have, my sister from different parents...

I'd still hold your hand even when out of anger you will want to push me away, i'd still hold on to you hand and never let go... I know that the feelings that you locked inside of you are consuming you, the pain must be excruciating, i always know that behind that poker face lies a deep pain...

I know i'm not there when the important things happen, i know i'm not there when you need me the most, i'm not there when the pain it's overwhelming, when i need to hold you hand...

You will not jump without me... And as odd as it seams i feel your pain every time you tell me about it, i can even imagine how confusing it must be. It will be okay, in the end...

 

Life is a infinite circle and then we die... it all has to end somehow.